You are being observed.

After this summer, I am actually going to miss Big Brother. A lot.

Like a lot of people do now, I actually despised the show up until series three. I loved series three because of the rich and poor divide. I didn't really take much notice in the fourth series but the obsession began after 'Fight Night' on BB5. After this, I was hooked and have been ever since. It actually seems like a really sad and shallow thing to say but I dreamt of entering Big Brother when I was old enough to apply. Then what do they go and do?

Cancel it!

Now my whole life plan has to change. Okay, that's a bit of an exaggeration but still, I would have enjoyed taking part in the audition process. Not to sound too big headed either, but even if I didn't make it to the final fourteen, I think I would have still made the shortlist. I beleive I'm everything a housemate should be; funny, confident, bitchy, caring, dramatic... I could go on.

Deep down I still think they might bring it back after ten years or so and make a massive thing about it's return. I live in hope. The more I watch this last series the more angry I get, which is kind of strange and may seem to people like border-line obsession. But at the end of the day, everyone has their dreams. It wasn't even the fact that people get 'famous' for a week or so. It actually looks like soooo much fun to be in that house. The fame would be a bonus though, but wouldn't be my main reason for taking part.

Speaking of Big Brother, I'm off to watch it now. I can't beleive Racheal got evicted.

Ah well, what a fail.